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Your Secrets stay here with me
Posted:Dec 22, 2019 6:40 am
Last Updated:Apr 7, 2020 10:00 am
You can tell me your darkest secrets and they will stay here between you and I, they are safe here with me.
May you all find happiness in your life. Enjoy your day.

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Posted:Apr 8, 2020 8:02 am
Last Updated:Apr 8, 2020 6:04 pm

I woke up this morning feeling lost and and then I felt your presence near me. Looked into the mirror and had my hands on my collar and I felt your hands around my collar and I knew it was time to let it go. You see I have only took it off once since Master had been gone and when I got home it went back on. I felt alone and naked with out it. We were one in both worlds and its hard to find that again with some one who is in the D/s world and Vanilla. My collar was the last thing form stopping me to move on with a new life and its time to let you go completely. Tears running down my face as I write this.You were the only Man who Really knew me. Now I have a wall put up and i have come close to putting that wall down but for what to be stepped on by men who treated me bad and play games, so the wall is not coming down for I do not trust any one any more. i love Master with everything I had and I miss him like hell. Yes he is better off now to not suffer like he did so long ago. I know in my heart I will never find another love like we had nor a MASTER like he was. Now I stand here naked and alone and wondering where to go from here. Time will only tell and its time to bring the wall down and let some one truly in .
Thank you
Posted:Apr 3, 2020 5:57 am
Last Updated:Apr 5, 2020 9:51 am
I would like to take this time to say thank you all who have given me Blings, you all do such a beautiful job. For all the emails, the comments on my pictures and Blogs. For all the friends I have made on this site and whom I keep in touch with out side of the site, thank you all for being there.
Posted:Nov 25, 2019 8:10 pm
Last Updated:Mar 19, 2020 8:45 pm
I have meet a few on this site and had some great conversation and a nice meal, and others I have talked with said we will get together soon and gave all kinds of excuses. Then you ghost me . Then all of a sudden, you decided to come back around, what, for another night where you fuck , and I never here from you again till you can't find any else. If you were interested in me , you would have not left in the first place. I am good enough too fuck but not anything else and I am done. You tell me you want to take things slow, but you are saying I am just a fuck and ''s all. Guess what, No More. You all can go find another fuck because Light is tried of putting her heart their and be taken advantage of. I know what you are thinking I am nice and Light will be there if I can not find anyone else. Well good man you are so wrong this time around. I am tried of being nice and letting people take advantage of me. It stops now!!!! If I am not your first choice then you do not need me. I know I am not skinny, or a supper model but I would have been a good friend to you and when I see some one I do not go on that person, but you thought the grass was greener on the other side and now you want come around, not going happen. Most of you I have meet ghost me and there will not be another chance, so , do yourself a favor and lose . In you all are not men, cause if any of you were, you would not be this low. No wonder you can't keep a women because of the way you treat her. I am so done being your fall back
Sick of all your games. Most in this list are guys talk the shit and head games and I am calling you all if you conetiune do so. Life is too short and u don't have time for the drama from any man.


Posted:Mar 27, 2020 11:13 am
Last Updated:Apr 2, 2020 6:09 pm

Defined By The Moments of Time
Posted:Mar 2, 2020 1:41 pm
Last Updated:Mar 18, 2020 10:42 pm
Defined The Moments of Time
Mm…well now… we’re all alone
Shh…just allow passion to take us where your palms may secretly roam
Can you drop those pants, briefs, handsome secret lover
This babe would like you to engage her needs, yearns, wants, under a slew of silk covers

Wait… the honey goes all over me
Not unless you permit me to pour the warm current all over your feet
fetish…shh… what a sweet taste of Heaven you to feel, the tip of tongue tickling, stroking between your toes
Your eyes slowly close
Up your hairy inner thigh tongue slowly patrols…
Squeezing your balls… which I do believe, needs to be tenderly consoled

Twin sacs I’m gently lifting, soft teasing tongue all over your skin, drifting
Inhaling your aroma…pinching nipples
The scent of your intoxicating being weakening me, I’m bedazzled your fervent needs
Let me take the core of your spirit, your mind, over the edge within a sphere of a fantasized dominion
Wicked passion we feel, hot desires we submit unto… ecstasy engaged, the surrendering of its oblivion

emotions, the spillage of fountain drowning as you’re deep inside of me, fusing together awaiting you to set soul free
Taking me over the edge as you’re pleasing, pushing inside sunken treasured needs
The raging current of undulated passion, wearing your scent all over me like it’s a trending fashion
I am the reality of your root Chakra, as you bow unto sacred benedictions
Fusing our souls, you speaking to intellectual contradictions

Enlisting your grunts, yours groans
Mm... just to hear you begging touch, setting it as ring tone
I love when you give me full control of your muscular physique
Your hardness, mouth quietly seeks
Hum… am I making you hot with naughty talk, processing you in the space of time
In the realm of Nirvana's promise, you will be all mine
Vows, oaths, shall be the canvass of our whispers as it solely defines
If you could have one.....
Posted:Feb 29, 2020 10:46 am
Last Updated:Apr 5, 2020 3:14 pm

What would you want if you could have one right now
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Falling in Grace
Posted:Jan 15, 2020 11:00 am
Last Updated:Apr 8, 2020 7:34 am
I’m falling for you.
And I’ve never seen your face.
You make feel
and infected
with something I
have never had before.
You are a danger my bubble
and I don’t know what do with you.
I know that I am alone
in this
these feelings
that you want no strings
I am not really what you’re looking for
and I accept that too.
A friend to you
I will e’er be
One you can turn to
One you can’t hide from
tho you’ve certainly tried
not without repercussion
to a point, on a lark
I know that you would
Never leave
in the dark
And that’s only a part of why
I’m falling for you
even having never seen your face
Till We MEET Again. R.I.P. My Love
Posted:Dec 12, 2019 10:48 am
Last Updated:Jan 14, 2020 10:38 am
It’s early morning, and I can’t sleep. I keep thinking of Master, and how much I miss Him, how much I love and need Him. How much I crave be Home. There’s just such a peace I feel, when I’m with Him. Even when I’m not His presence Home (Home there with Him), I’m still filled with a completeness knowing I’m where I need be. He’s infiltrated every nano cell of being, I’m not without Him. Perhaps for some is extreme. Its not a co-dependency, but an innate need be with the one you love. I have spent years the process of giving all of Master, He literally owns all of . So being apart, is so hard, its like I can’t breathe. But then when I see Him, I can breathe again. I have never felt so connected anyone as I do Him. When we’re apart, like now, I know He’s with , His collar never leaves neck, but there is still a void, only He can fill.

When we met (and I apologize if I’m repeating what I’ve said in prior posts), I never expected feel the intensity of the connection we have, the intensity of the love, the intensity of who we are as Master and sub. The naturalness, the shamelessness of us, left me breathless in a lot of ways. When I saw Him this last trip, it just reinforced what I felt, and led us down a deeper path in emotional and physical ways. He’s always focus, but I cope often by not allowing head constantly say I miss You, I need You, I want You, because just leads be down and kind of non functional. Due a certain situation in life which He totally understands and respects, I am not sure exactly when I will be home, but I do know it will be sooner than later. Which doesn’t as far as a time frame, but I know I’m doing what I need do make the move happen asap, when moment comes. And when it does come, I know things will be in place, as they should be, and then I will be home.

Lastly… I don’t have any disillusions about being Home. I plan work and live life as I do now, as will He. Everyday life as Master and sub, is just normal everyday life. Bad days, good days, etc, except He will have more access and more control I want Him have over aspects of life is hard a distance. But most importantly, we’ll be together, and I can’t wait for day I look Him the eyes and say I’m truly Home now Master… Then the next chapter of our lives will start..

So since I couldn’t sleep… I wrote a poem of a bedtime ritual I fantasize about. Its a little long but I do tend write and talk longer than shorter get thoughts the open.
Part I

Kneeling… in the sanctuary of our room,

I wait for You by the window.

I feel a soft breeze

caressing skin.

I look up the night sky,

as it unveils

the hidden beauty

of the moon and stars,

penetrating the darkness

with its rays

of ethereal light.

I close eyes

absorbing its celestial warmth

upon skin,

and bask in moment seems timeless.

I hear Master as He slips into bed

and smile as I wait for the words

I crave for every night..


From place the window

I ask

“May I crawl into bed with You Master?”

He says Yes,

I then crawl slowly, deliberately

to His bed

As He watches with a slight grin,

I crawl in bed

and take place by His side.

Part II

He pulls His side,

I feel the brush of His lips,

His warm breath,

against skin

And I lay still

No words are said

But none need be,

There’s just peace, calm, and


who we are together.

Its an intimacy I treasure,

earning place His side.

And those moments

I’m just lost Him

Time stops

I fall asleep His arms

and I have no need dream,

because destiny

has been realized

by the beauty of submission

and with the strength His Dominance

Guiding , protecting , and loving


I love You Master xoxo (())

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