Disappointment and Disillusion
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Posted:Oct 26, 2021 8:43 am
Last Updated:Mar 28, 2024 4:43 am
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Disappointment is when you realize a story won’t get a happy ending…
Disillusion is when you figured out there was no story to begin with…
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Now I'M exhausted...
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Posted:Jan 23, 2021 7:32 pm
Last Updated:Oct 26, 2021 8:40 am
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Now that one nightmare is over... I think I'll enjoy a bit of peace & quiet for a while. Gosh I feel like I just ran a marathon...
Anybody else feel like ?
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Sad Truth, Silver Lining
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Posted:May 4, 2020 5:47 am
Last Updated:Oct 26, 2021 8:41 am
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Back in late 2015 I hit a brick wall and saw my whole universe collapse. That event forced me to re-evaluate my whole life … and realized that some wounds were quite ancient and very deep. Over the last two years, I made huge progress in finding out the root cause of most of my dysfunctions … only to realize it was for naught!
I could heal all I wanted, repair everything that was broken inside me … at the end of it all, the building would remain an empty one … simply because my main desire, a companion, will never materialize. The reason being that the level of intimacy I required to feel safe is way too intense for anybody. So intense that I now understand I was threatening to overwhelm them.
For a long time I mistook deepness for darkness … today I acknowledge that my soul is deep … very, very deep, but it is not dark at all, if you know how to look in it. But there lay my problem; my soul is so deep that I’ll drown whoever come close to me simply because the void to be filled is too great. In retrospect, this is not something I have the moral right to ask to anyone … as it is an impossible task nobody can succeed in accomplishing … thus, I accept the fact that this quest must end in failure and must move on to something else.
But I’m not coming out empty-handed. Here what I gained:
I am no longer afraid, which lead me to No longer be stressed. No longer feel that sexual hunger Feel a reduction of most of my physical pains A better understanding of my own emotions It is OK to feel pain Not all pain needs to go away. It is OK to FEEL! But not OK to act out of those feelings.
Everything seems peaceful now.
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Had a nice cum the other night!
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Posted:Apr 14, 2020 7:40 pm
Last Updated:Mar 28, 2024 4:43 am
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Could not take a picture but I had a nice and long squirt on my cum towel... I haven't cum that hard in a long time.
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So f****** tired of this life
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Posted:Apr 6, 2020 9:22 pm
Last Updated:May 10, 2020 4:34 am
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Is it too hard to ask for a few days without...
anger grief fear threats and anxiety?
So tire I just want out some times.
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I'm curious
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Posted:Mar 25, 2020 7:14 pm
Last Updated:Mar 28, 2024 4:43 am
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Who else is a porn addict?
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Frustrations
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Posted:Mar 24, 2020 7:33 pm
Last Updated:Mar 28, 2024 4:43 am
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In addition to my sexual frustration (due to the lack of sex), I'm also enraged to see that it has become "ok" to think it IS ACCEPTABLE to sacrifice a part of the population so that a few survive... simply because it has become convenient...
This is insanity!
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Fair question:
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Posted:Mar 23, 2020 7:07 pm
Last Updated:May 8, 2020 8:16 am
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Because of the situation, How many of you are horny as fuck?
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