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During my “break” last week, work was overwhelming.  

SilyconBond 55M
193 posts
9/16/2020 3:41 pm

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During my “break” last week, work was overwhelming.

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SilyconBond 55M
148 posts
9/16/2020 3:41 pm

I worked all most 14 hours a day for five straight days. Half of it I had to do from home. I had Saturdays off, and I did get together with the wife of the couple I met offline both Saturdays. I’ll probably post about it later, or not.

Not feeling exactly ok at the moment. I went to pick up pizza for my guys, and as I was standing at the open door, the wind caught it and slammed it into my elbow. I have an ice pack on it, but it hurts. Damn you China Virus. I would not be standing in the stupid doorway if you hadn’t come along. I don’t think I broke anything, but I made an appt with my Dr.

I was planning on asking the guy I met at the gun range if he would like to try archery, and now I can’t lift a bow without pain.

The funny thing is, I met a guy that was really into archery while I was bowling and he invited me. I asked if I could bring a friend and he said sure. Then my friend’s Mom died. Ugh, why can’t old people stop dying on me? They ruin all my plans. Again, although old, she did have the Kung Flu. She was a nice lady to me, but the last time I saw her was thirty years ago.

Plus, ghosted for a third time with a couple that showed initial interest.
A couple IMs, a couple emails….then nothing and now its been over a week.

Not looking, but I am open to an opportunity if it comes along. Honestly, what I would like is a long relationship with either of the two I am seeing. Was just informed my morning meetup passed all her written tests, takes a drug test tomorrow, and qualifies her issued weapon. I have no doubt she will pass them. The other, she quit her job this morning. No details yet but her getting off at four-thirty was convenient for both of us.

I was so worried about either of them causing me issues at work, and it appears that is going away. I will be the only one that works there in a week or two. I think the simulation is laughing at me. I caused most of my own stress. I begged my boss for a reassignment. Which in years past he has offered four. Why was I so afraid of change back then?

I know, be thankful for what I have. I am, and yet I’m not. I got so much joy out of getting to know them, besides the sex. What’s wrong with me? I know I’ll miss talking to them. The time away from them was lonely. I had engineers up to my armpits, but it was fun talking about things not work-related. Doing things not work-related. Being playful. I was more myself during my time with them.

I had one "HUGE" thing happen, but I'll do its own post for it.


japaneseass 56F  
50231 posts
9/16/2020 4:37 pm

hmmmm...yah...sounds like you are gonna feel lonely at work...but hey...at least no trouble form 'em?


SilyconBond 55M
148 posts
9/17/2020 6:59 am

    Quoting japaneseass:
    hmmmm...yah...sounds like you are gonna feel lonely at work...but hey...at least no trouble form 'em?
I got what I wanted, and I found out I'm not happy about it. I eased my "fear", and found out I will miss even the stress of the fear. Thank you for checking up on me. It was very kind of you.


SilyconBond 55M
148 posts
9/17/2020 7:10 am

    Quoting  :

Thank you for stopping by and commenting. Stay tuned for my big fail post I am writing. I looked at your profile, not much there my potential friend. All, I can get from from is you are 38 and live in IL......I've been to Chicago many many times. Live near there?


SilyconBond 55M
148 posts
9/17/2020 7:19 am

    Quoting  :

Really Joy? 62 freaking posts since I last read your blog? There is no way I could catch up to that number before you write 100 more. I'm accepting it. You are a better writer than me. Plus the passion I read in some of them. And the visuals? You definitely inspire emotional responses in people. You have a burning bonfire compared to my tiny spark in creativity. I am in awe.


lindoboy100 61M
23969 posts
9/21/2020 3:02 pm

You've been seeing those two ladies for a few weeks now, does that no' qualify for long term??

Good to see you post again McBond.......you do look a little like Tom Hardy......


SilyconBond replies on 9/23/2020 4:33 pm:
Strange how women know the exact day and time...and I can't even remember that its Tuesday. I've known one of them for over six years, and in her mind, she determines when to let go. Now they both don't work at my job site anymore, I see less of them. I expect it will be much less going forward and I am really sad about it.

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