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Imthatgirl1122 42F
1383 posts
9/17/2020 10:06 am

Last Read:
9/19/2020 8:37 am

not a sex blog


do you ever feel like there's a battle inside your head?
that you cannot control?
when you feel like your heart is keep breaking because of the shit this life throw you on.
I was surrounded by friends yet I never been so lonely in my heart
don't know who call or talk
Im looking at my phone desperate call someone
inside of me is screaming painfully
trying hold on something, trying get through this feeling
I keep telling myself it will pass soon...just hang on a little bit longer
tears won't stop streaming down my face
I went for a walk, I tried to cheer myself up
but I just look around..all those cars passing by, people walking
day turned to night and it makes feeling worse
and I was standing there thinking what am I doing
it's like I was trapped trying break free,
from all that painful feeling inside of
trying cry it off hoping I will feel better..
trying unload all my shit mind in this blog, hoping I will feel relieved

Imthatgirl1122 42F
1835 posts
9/17/2020 10:08 am

sorry if this is inappropriate kinda blog to write in sex website. but this place always have a funny way to make me feel that I'm not alone


Leegs2012 51M
96137 posts
9/17/2020 11:09 am

We all go through a dark period. Hang in there. We are all here for you!!


Imthatgirl1122 replies on 9/17/2020 4:04 pm:
you know, this is why I love this place. your comment really made me feel better. thank you

1seeking1 58F
3767 posts
9/17/2020 11:11 am

Hopefully you feel better and managed to connect with one of your friends. Sometimes, just talking with a friend helps me a lot.


Imthatgirl1122 replies on 9/17/2020 4:04 pm:
thank you so much ...means a lot to me.

harbor112 64M
1567 posts
9/17/2020 11:39 am

Don't be sadden. Even people that look like they have it together Don't have it together. Start looking at the glass half filled .....


Imthatgirl1122 replies on 9/17/2020 4:06 pm:
I will try. thanks a lot for stopping by though...means a lot to me.

bbuckwwheat 65M
6265 posts
9/17/2020 11:57 am

Post what you want. It is your blog.

Do find help if you feel like you want to hurt yourself.

Private mailbox at my blog bbuckwwheat
Fayette, Iowa


Imthatgirl1122 replies on 9/17/2020 4:07 pm:
sometimes I'm thinking if I need help to handle this breakdown, so far I manage to get it through. but I will find help if I'm really stuck. thank you

spaz197069 54M
10 posts
9/17/2020 12:31 pm

Goes to show at least your real. Hope you find that happiness your heart seems to be searching for. I also hope your body keeps bringing you back here, lol.


Imthatgirl1122 replies on 9/17/2020 4:08 pm:
awww you are sweet. thanks a lot. come back soon, ill have another sex story haha. hugs

resant78 45M  
3326 posts
9/17/2020 2:41 pm

What you feel is completely normal, everyone has these thoughts and feelings.

You are not alone with these emotions.

Everyone has their own way of dealing with them, whether it's through friends or some other type of expression.


Imthatgirl1122 replies on 9/17/2020 4:10 pm:
thanks a lot. I don't alone anymore when I'm reading this comments.

ChuckUFarlie2020 49M
98 posts
9/17/2020 2:45 pm

I think using your blog as a release/vent point can actually help. Things can only get better. one is never given more than they can handle. Don't give in/give up.


Imthatgirl1122 replies on 9/17/2020 4:12 pm:
weirdly, I do always feel better after writing my blogs in this place. or interact in the comments. I think it's because people here in blogville are related somehow with our common interest. I won't give up/in. thank you ...really means a lot

scoupe42 60M

9/17/2020 3:34 pm

Hang in there!


Imthatgirl1122 replies on 9/18/2020 12:47 am:
thank you...im trying

Mr_Mercedes 61M
617 posts
9/17/2020 3:44 pm

I wish I could just give you a hug (not sexual, of course - but that would be really, really hard - sorry). I always wonder how you are doing. Now, I worry how you're doing...


Looking for Mischief


Imthatgirl1122 replies on 9/18/2020 12:49 am:
I really really need hugs right now. thanks for worrying about me. I feel better now but just need to fix whats inside my head. and yeah, need hugs soooooo bad....

justaguyinalaska 57M
879 posts
9/17/2020 4:08 pm

There are plenty of reasons, many of them perfectly sensible, for not unburdening yourself to friends. Regardless, I urge you not to compound your anxiety with guilt or frustration in your reluctance draw someone else into your stress.

To embellish upon an earlier comment: given our relative anonymity herein, this blogosphere is a perfect forum for sharing your life- inclusive of its happy and sad moments. Indeed, some of the best writing to be found here consists primarily of tense, often gut-wrenching life stories. In addition to empathy and support, you also have access to a lot wisdom, some of which will most assuredly be directed your way.

As was also suggested, the fundamental act of writing your narrative is in itself therapeutic. You are required to consider the sequence and timing of events, provide some context and describe actions you have taken or considered toward resolution. This is constructive work and will help get you re-grounded and oriented in a positive direction.


Imthatgirl1122 replies on 9/18/2020 12:54 am:
you are right though, I felt like talking to friends but normally they will said...oh Indi,dont cry for another guy, don't overthink your life, stop crying... sometimes I couldn't explain what I really felt to them. its hard, cuz I'm crying for help but they take it lightly.
but comment like yours, it's putting a sense back to my mind, and it means a lot.
thanks for being here.

positively4you 74F  
4605 posts
9/17/2020 6:34 pm

Embrace the cry is what I have found to help. Let it flow. It is our release.
Someone to talk to helps. Just needs to be the right somone. Know this will pass.


Imthatgirl1122 replies on 9/18/2020 12:54 am:
got a puffy eyes this morning but it did make me feel better. as well as reading this. thank you

SingleItalianGy2 52M
1205 posts
9/17/2020 8:52 pm

Sorry your feeling the way you are but life is funny. Everything could be perfect but yet our minds take us to a dark place or make us sad. Everything could be going wrong yet our minds take us to our happy place and elation abounds. Life is full of peaks and valleys that we all traverse. Remember to smile ..... or find your favorite song and crank the volume, put on your favorite outfit, get your hair done. Do the things that make you happy. EVEN IF THEY ARE WRONG.


Imthatgirl1122 replies on 9/18/2020 12:56 am:
thank you so much. means so much to read this. and I'll definitely do the things that make me happy. EVEN IF THEY ARE WRONG hahaha I love this a lot. hugs

DoctorBooty 43M  
6426 posts
9/18/2020 5:31 am

I feel this way a lot. I live inside my head. Its crushing to have days like that where you just want to talk to a friend and yet no one is there to talk to. I see women to stave off the loneliness and distract myself from these feelings.

Your blog is for you, doesnt have to be about sex. You know I don't write about sex all the time. Getting some things out, even if its only here to strangers, does help sometimes.


Imthatgirl1122 replies on 9/19/2020 1:54 am:
it's tough right? sometimes it drove me crazy waiting the feeling to get through. like inside of me crying for help yet I need to keep telling myself it'll be over soon to keep me sane. feel a bit better now. thanks for the comment. means a lot to me.

profcoquin27bis 59M
4323 posts
9/18/2020 5:34 am

i always feel alone, i hope you to feel better


Imthatgirl1122 replies on 9/19/2020 1:46 am:
I always feel alone too... we're in this together. thank you

merlot5555 67M/57F  
1472 posts
9/18/2020 7:28 am

....hi.... so the very fact that you are writing about this makes me believe that everything will be all right.... and remember... those that feel deep emotions are capable of having some of the most fantastic experiences.... the lows come, but they don't last long.... before you know it the sun is shining again and new adventures are just around the corner...


Imthatgirl1122 replies on 9/19/2020 1:48 am:
hi merlot, thanks a lot for your comment. it means a lot for me. you are right, it didn't last long that awful moment but it's so painful sometimes, and I'm struggling to get through it. but I know that when I did, ill be better. thanks again.

dogslife2live01 71M

9/19/2020 6:40 am

only way to see the light is by walking trough the darkness.

yup! i know the feeling well... it seems to run a seven year cycle when your world gets turned upside down, inside out...
but in the end you walk out into the light with a different understanding of life but
butt
if you ever need a non judgmental non sexual chat i keep the same name on hangouts
dan ini juga akan berlalu

there is a world of difference between insanity and stupidity


dogslife2live01 71M

9/19/2020 6:42 am

    Quoting Imthatgirl1122:
    sorry if this is inappropriate kinda blog to write in sex website. but this place always have a funny way to make me feel that I'm not alone
i disagree... this is the blogs where words go from the heart to the screen
so feel free to empty your heart here
bonne vie

there is a world of difference between insanity and stupidity


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